I deserve to fail

In clinic at Weber, I saw what I thought was a class II patient in the morning.  From his probe depths I thought he would be a II, but once I started cleaning I realized he was definitely a III!  I talked to Perry about giving me a least a couple quads of a III and had to defend why I deserved that.  Because I worked dang hard, that's why!  Perry comes over to do my scale check and I missed sooooo many spots!  If I am scaling like that I deserve to fail my clinical board!  I couldn't believe I had done that crappy of a job.  I felt terrible.  I just keep thinking that I am supposed to be getting better not worse!  Let's hope the last couple weeks of clinic go better.