Friday, February 10, 2012
Oh How I Hope Brooke is Right
Thank you for your kind words, Brooke! I really needed that. Right now I feel so inadequate and afraid that I am not going to do well. I keep wondering if it possible for someone who has as much training as me to fail every single board exam! I have to keep those thoughts out of my head. I have got to stay positive. I do hope that my brain will be able to select the most accurate answer. I have this constant pit in my stomach and I feel like I want to cry all the time. I just can't wait for it to be over. It will be such a relief to know that I have one more down and only 3 to go. I know that we all are going to amazing! We are amazing people and we work with the best, so how could we not pass, right? I have prepared my whole life for this! Let's get this bad boy over with. I am not studying any more for the National Board. I know that nothing will stick at this point any way! So, why waste my time? I am going to have a nice evening. The boys are sleeping over at their cousins house. I am going to do something I haven't done in a long time. Lay back and enjoy a movie! Pass the popcorn, please!
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I'm sending you good vibes! I'm so excited for you to be taking it. You and Kristie will be so excited to get back to your normal family life again. The last 3 tests you have left are not BIG "study" exams, so I believe you will super happy to have this over with so early.
ReplyDeleteJust remember, everything works out and tomorrow is a new day! You have to think positive, or you will make yourself crazy! If there is anything that I've learned from this whole ordeal with my test, its that each day passes, then each week, and pretty soon it will be the end of April and all of this will be behind us! I have to believe that things will work out for my good, or I have no reason to keep going! Its the final stretch! We can do this!!! (Hows that for a motivational post?) :)
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